headache.

I finally know why exactly as to why my friends who started university at NUS earlier than I did kept complaining about the bidding system. There are so many variables to take into consideration, and many of which will have a direct impact on your life in university.

Viewing through all the available modules etc, I find myself silently cursing. Would life after education be as complicated?

Perhaps it is during university that you can see the future consequences of your choices, but in the working life I believe you would only know the consequences after you are stuck in it with no chance of getting out again.

Training for the future? Gah.

matters of the heart.

I am willing to :

- be the someone that makes you smile the moment you catch a glimpse of him.

- be the someone that gives you hugs when you need it.

- be the someone for you to fall back on.

- be the someone that finds immense joy by just having you in his arms.

- be the someone who just wants to fall in love with you.

Baby, would you let me be that someone?

A school apart, just a stone's throw away. A world of a difference.

I will not allow anything to get in the way.

Love from me. ♥

its only the beginning.

I'm finally back from my Malaysia trip to watch Manchester United in action. Nevertheless, I learnt a many new things about the transport system of Malaysia that sorta sums up the situation of the country entirely. But heck it, it was most probably a once in a lifetime event to watch some of the biggest names in the world playing in real life, and not behind a television screen.

Having only one day to rest, I immediately packed my stuff (again) to attend my chem engin orientation camp. Having learnt from experience with camps, I tried my best to get as much sleep as possible, but at the expense of being chagrined by OG pals. Screw it, I thought, and at least for me, I avoided walking around like a zombie like the rest of the OG.

Now I have to settle my uni matriculation and buy a laptop.

Seriously neglecting my darling girlfren.

I miss her.

music for my soul.

really cant seem to get enough of this piece. lovely!

training regime.

Today marks the second session of running that I had scheduled. I suppose it is an achievement for me to stick to my regime and not give up, after a few false starts in the previous months, where I did not have the motivation to do so.

It feels good to know that my stamina is still somewhere there. But there is a lot of sweat and pain to endure before I get my normal fitness up.

Perhaps I got this motivation from my very close bunch of frens that make a point to go for a run at least once a week.

But more likely it is from a few well placed words from my darling girlfren that kick started my engine.

Talking about training regimes, my group of friends and I bought tickets to the Manchester United Asia Tour in Kuala Lumpur! What excitement and hype. But the planning phase has had its fair share of stumbling blocks, but I realised that the Internet is really an awesome tool. You can find almost anything online.

One major drawback is that I wont be able to see her smiling face for almost 4days straight.

random.

Words without action are meaningless; action coupled by words can make a world of a difference to someone special.

Words alone give expectations.

Will you be able to live up to the expectation that you set, especially when it is by the own words you say?

"Alex, people change."

It was those exact words from a friend which started me thinking more about it. Yes, I agree, people do change. But one would think, are you able to choose the way you change, the way you turn out to be?

People usually change because of the things that happen around them, both good and bad things. Perhaps its now all to the question of your character, how would you react to such things, and in turn, that is how you would change.

Change is inevitable. Given the choice, everyone would want to change for the better. But how are you going to see the change, until someone else points it out to you?

At that point, is it already too late? Because that is your first instinct. This is the real you.